.mArriAgE.

Assalamualaikum..

Life has been so busy for the past 3weeks, yet it doesn't bother my blogging-nafsu as I've been rarely updating my blog even before that 3weeks. kann? *tongue*

Praise be to Allah s.w.t at the age of 24 I'm married to a man whom I love most,whom is my priority after Allah s.w.t and Rasulullah s.a.w. Alhamdulillah, this is the best gift ever from HIM, InshaAllah. (:

The truth is I never thought I would marry at this age. I've been thinking that I won't be able to get married, or else becoming anak dara tua, before. The reason is simply because I wasn't good at making friends with anybody whom has opposite sex from mine. Some of you might noticed this pathetic sifat of me,oHhoooo. Poor me, I know. -_-
Anyhow, must bear in mind that I'm married because this is my jodoh {not because of pathetic me, mentioned above}, which Allah s.w.t has planned for me. The best one, indeed. 

Some of my friends pernah bertanya with cepu cemas question on how I get to know my Mr. Hubby, Encik Alias bin Ahmad Puat. Yang pernah bertanya adalah seperti berikut; Atikah, Rozi, Ah, Uni's friends like Dayah si bucuk, tiera si comot n also kenalan di jalanan, to name a few. Other question that they always asked me is " Dah berapa lama uols have been fall in love? ". And those questions were replied with "biarlah rahsia" and we have been together for almost ___years {the numeric is according to when the question was asked by them}. Alhamdulillah, it is near to 9 years.

It's not that I refused to tell you guys, somehow it wasn't a relation crafted from 'roses story' like yours, untuk diuar-uar kan. Tapi tak apa lah, I should give uols a hint for this time. And it is---a phone called! *sambil covered the face with hands akibat malu yang teramat*

Behind the story of ours, exactly there's pain, struggles, love, happiness, laugh, cry and much more. It is my bad because most of the time yang buruk-buruk itu datang dari aku, from which I swear if I could turn back to those moment again, I won't begin any of the moments with anything like what I've did wrong. I regret. My bad. Yes, my bad, Dear. Sorry much. 

Lumrah manusia untuk mengenal sesuatu yang betul, kadangkala perlu memulakan dengan sesuatu yang salah. 

Still, my wrongdoings never snatched his love and cares towards me which makes me even to thank Allah more and to love and appreciate him more. Thank you, Allah..and you too, sweetheart. #Hug#

Dan kepada mak ayah..without your permission, I won't be honored with this anugerah{by Allah} which brings me the title of A Man's Wife. Thank you, thank you, XOXO... 

To friends, thank you so much for all the best wishes, hadiah-hadiah, dan jugak yang sudi datang ke majlis aku on 6&12 may lepas. Sangat-sangatlah saya menghargai kehadiran dan ucapan-ucapan anda. *Hug and kisses alam maya seround dua* ^_^

Lastly, I shall not leave any of you with just a post without photos sebagai pencuci mata kan?as if ada orang nak tengok pulak lagaknya. Uuu, malu..maluuuu =.=

.receiving mas kahwin.

.Alhamdulillah..right after the akad.

.may our love last forever.

.reception in Perak.

.a motive-said the photographer,
which left me remain confused but thanks!.

.Thank you wan, naim, jah n ah for coming!.

.they made my big day merrier, zillion thanks guys!.

.with PA slash prop man slash driver.

.post wedding in Marina.

Enough said, I thank everyone for everything either the good one or bad one. Syukur, for the utmost happiness granted.

As usual this is always be my Dhu'a, for us. I wish I could behold you, being my better half in this world and there to come. Ameen.

 #Tadah tangan#

@Iklan~all posts before today's post has been deleted. For my own sake or if not, akan melara seorang diri lantaran my writings before was so childish yakni immatured. 

.sOMbong bEtul kAmu!.

"x tegur nnt ckp aku SOMBONG, dah tegur buat DERK pulak..dah tu sape yg SOMBONG skrg?bodoh sombong ke? CERDIK sombong kut..tu dah terer wat gitu skang nih,ahaihhfuhhh..."

Basically, this is what i've wrote on my fb's wall..hah, sebab geram terlampau! To friends, please la be realistic sikit. Tak payah lah nak double standard kan kawan2 kau orang. Sometimes i just feel that you are totally unfair, yess! the way u treat your friends lah! I'm one of your friends then why should you ignores me in anyway. Tak penah pulak buat salah kat ko, jumpa pn jarang kowtt..x payah lah kekwat sgt! 

Ouh, yess..u have been so kind with them, because they give you so much convenience, isn't it???Haha..ni je la yg aku mampu fikir, sebab kite xde probs btw us, x bejumpa, etc..yg aku nampak ni lah, yg kat sana tu..ada itu, ada ini, bebagai la yg boleh kasi kau FUN! Hahaha..LIFE, isn't it? wuwuwuwuueuuwit!

Kot yer pun kate you are annoyed with my pic, with extra *accessories* (BF aku daaaa), but then kepala lutut,kepala hotak, n ape2 kepala la yg ko ada kan bole fikir that, that has nothing to do with our friendship. Still, im treating u like always i do. Nothing is change, in anyway! Lagipun, x payah lah nak rasa annoyed segala bagai, sbb kwn2 lain pun letak jugak pic *kasih sayang* bagai, kau boleh je terima, give flowerish comments whatsoever bagai..kan? 

Ouh yer..lupa pulak, op kos la bole time sbb kwn2 tu bg kau FUN  x terhengga..aku LUPA pulak, hahahaha!

Yerr, yer kawan2.. aku tulis ni bukan kerana aku nak amik port sgt..tp aku KUCIWAAAA, aku di double standardkan walhal aku rasa aku x patut didouble standardkan, so aku petahan kan lah my RIGHTS ni sesungguh jiwa raga suci nurani aku, HAURRMMMMMM!

.Terawikh.

Pergi berterawikh malam ni..first time for this ramadhan, alhamdulillah :)
Ingat nak upload some pictures tapi mana ada org p semayang terawikh bawak camera, iye idok?hahaha..
Niat kena betul yer sayang.. :P
Even though agak sleepy td, and nak2 agak sempit saf tp takper, tunaikan ibadah tu penting, love tonite more n more! :) Esok mau pegi lagi, let's go Dayah, Izan n Tiera! ^_^

.Ramadhan datang lagi.

Salam..
Selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan kpd semua muslimin dan muslimat..already 4days berpuasa, tp hari ni baru terkial2 nak ucapkan pada semua, harap maaf la atas ke'lampi'an aku ni..huhu..

Semoga Ramadhan kali ini memberikan semua lebih peluang untuk beribadah dan menginsafi diri dan jugak memuliakan bulan ramadhan tu sendiri..insyaallah..
Sayang..this year on 1st day ramadhan i wasn't able to celebrate, tak rasa la sgt getaran hati menyambut ketibaan bulan puasa..isk2..tp xpe, itu kan tandanya aku normal, drpada xde petunjuk bahawasanya aku normal kan ke lagi ssh kan?!

Tiap kali nak berbuka, mesti terfikirkan tentang poor people x kira Malaysia atau mana2..nak2 kat Palestine sana. Then begin to empathize with them more, rasa bersyukur sgt masih lagi aku merasa nikmat kurniaan Allah s.w.t di bumi Malaysia ni.....somehow I just thinking that were we to pause and contemplate their fate there..at time in which we're complaining about our foods they even has no foods to eat or they just accept what they are given. How should we thankful that we are not into that, right? Then I would realize how much good I would do for them if I have ability to do so. Someday, maybe? Esok2 tuhan bg rezeki lebih, kaya raya..blh gak tolong walaupun x banyak kan!

Alhamdulillah, I'm blessed with good healthy this Ramadhan, and makes me even more thankful is that a litlle bit coughs and flu is nothing compared to others that are less fortunate..

.nothing is left.

hey everybody..nothing to be shared unless a sad story here. What's the sad's story meh??huhuu..something precious for sure had broken there, so I'm worried as if it can be repaired anywhere. Ermm..anyhow, something missing can't be replaced just like the old one..Hopefully no one would question me on the matter regardless of my maturity or whatsoever someday :(